「たまには遊びたい」
昨日頭が痛くて、夕方から12時間寝た。
起きてもまだ眠く、それだけ寝ても寝足りないくらいだ。
作品展示が立て続けに4つ重なり、家でこなす仕事もたくさんあり、精も魂も尽きてきた。
仕事も疲れでなかなか捗らず、休憩時間はほぼ横になっているだけだ。
それに全然遊べていない。
仕事か、休むか、寝るかだけの生活で、好きなことが全然できてないなあ。
これではいけない。
心に余裕がなきゃ仕事だって捗らない。
ああ、ゲームに没頭したい。。。
ああ、思う存分読書したい。。。
何か知的な遊びにはまり込んで、それでお金が得られなくても良い。
心の全部を遊びに注入して、久しぶりに精神的充足を味わいたいものだ。
そうだ、今日遊んでみるか？
"I want to play once in a while"
I had a headache yesterday and slept for 12 hours from the evening.
I'm still sleepy when I wake up, and I can't sleep enough even if I sleep that much.
There were four exhibitions in a row, and I had a lot of work to do at home, and my spirit and soul were exhausted.
I'm tired of work and I'm having a hard time, and I'm just lying down during breaks.
And I can't play at all.
I can't do what I like at all by just working, resting, or sleeping.
This should not be.
If I can't afford it, my work won't progress.
Oh, I want to immerse myself in the game. .. ..
Oh, I want to read as much as I want. .. ..
I'm stuck in some intellectual play and don't have to make money from it.
I want to inject all my heart into play and enjoy the spiritual satisfaction for the first time in a long time.
Yes, will I play today?